Ashlea's Tell All Blog

2010-11-30T11:12:00.002-06:00

told you i'd keep you updated.
well,i'm in a samll town in the middle of indiana.i'm stayin with my uncle,aunt and 3 little cousins til my mom can find us a place.it sucks that i'm so far away from her cause she's still in nashville.i really hope i get to go home soon.i'm hoping we'll be able to get my a bus ticket so i can go home to spend christmas with my mom.
i'll keep you updated on everything going on.and feel free to leave comments.

2010-11-07T21:21:00.002-06:00

hey everyone,
sorry it's been so long.way too much has happened for me to explain.i'm just doing a quick post,so,to make everything short and not so sweet,here it is:my grandmother passed away nearly a year ago.it's just me and my mom now.we're having to move by the end of this month and right now we don't have anywhere to go,but we're getting closer everyday.my aunts and me and my mom are talking and getting along again.
i hope i'm able to update you guys again soon,since we go to my aunt's to use the computer.
anyway,hope you guys are all doin good and hope to talk to you again soon!
-Ashlea

2009-08-19T20:47:00.001-05:00

i've been on myspace so much lately.
i need to check here more often.
btw,everything's goin' fine around here.

2009-08-05T11:53:00.000-05:00

hey,
i realized i haven't posted an update in a while.
basically,everything's been great.

I'm still around

2009-07-25T10:46:00.003-05:00

Hey guys,
just letting you know I'm still here.I've been on myspace a lot lately.I've reconnected with some old friends from elemtry and middle school.
Sorry I haven't posted anything in a while.
I'll try to post more often now.

2009-06-19T16:41:00.001-05:00

I need help keeping up with my music blog,so if there's anyone who wants to be a partner on it let me know in the comments and i'll see what i can do.

2009-06-14T22:10:00.002-05:00

okay,so today i was going through the ads,like i always do on sundays,and all i saw was this stupid father's day bullshit.
that is the worse day in the whole year for me.i have no dad.because last time i checked,to be a dad you have to care about your kids,support them,encourage their dreams.but no,not bobby loftis.he didn't want me to do anything.no college,no traveling,no getting a job,no thinking for myself,no dating,the list goes on and on.
you know,most parents are proud that their kids what to go to college and make something of themselves.not mine.
all he ever really cared about were,and still are,his guns.he loved his guns more than he ever loved me.
he abonded me.signed over his parental rights,and NEVER paid child support.the only time he did anything was for christmas and my birthday.and he claims my mom didn't let him give me presents,LIE!i remember him coming over and bringing me that stuff.
i not,nor will i ever be something he can mold into a obama hating,sarah palin loving,sexist,gun toting racist.
oh yeah,i went there.because that's what he is.
luckly i don't have any contact with him,and never will.the only time i'll ever see him is a brief,you blink your eyes once and he's gone,encounter with him at a few places,probally kroger's.
but now i'm not and will ever be again,is his daughter.
all i need in my life is my mom,grandma,and pets.and my real last name,carr.

I'm a celebrity...get me out of here

2009-06-02T13:35:00.002-05:00

i watched the premiere of it last night.it was so funny so see these nobody
celebs out there.what the hell were they expecting?it's in the middle of a costa rican jungle.
oh,and about heidi and spencer,they are the two dumbest people i've ever seen.they make it all the more better.
it's on four nights a week,which,in my opion,is a little to much.i don't want to see janice dickinson that much.it's gonna give me nightmares.
but as long as sanjaya doesn't sing and the baldwin doesn't act like an ass,i'm good.
i know that wasn'r nice,but the truth hurts.

2009-05-26T17:22:00.001-05:00

happy (late) memorial day everyone.
i meant to post this yesterday,but i was too tired to after my mom and i got back from swimming.
sorry this is such a short post,but not a lot has gone on and i can't think of a lot to say.

2009-05-05T12:23:00.002-05:00

sorry i haven't posted in a while.life's been crazy.and i mean crazy+redbull times 10.
i've been working on myspace some,although i'm still trying to figure it out.
my two aunts i'm always talking about have hit a new low in humanity,they stole my grandmothers will.why would anyone do that is beyond me.
i'm so tired too.i mean i've been sleeping,but not very well.it's just all the stress.and to go with that i've had killer migraines.
it's gotta get better sometime,right?

Lacuna Coil

2009-04-24T11:32:00.002-05:00

Origin: Milan, Italy
Decades: 1990's and 2000's
With the debut of their self-titled 1998 EP, Lacuna Coil (which translates to "empty spiral" in English) turned a lot of heads in Italy's ambient/goth scene thanks in part to Cristina Scabbia's haunting but mesmerizing vocals. Additional recognition came after a European tour with Moonspell and later with the Gathering and Seigmen. With the rest of Lacuna Coil's lineup in place -- courtesy of Andrea Ferro (vocals), Cristiano Migliore (guitars), Marco Coti Zelati (bass), and Christiano Mozzati (drums) -- the band's first full-length, In a Reverie, was issued in 1999. The Halflife EP appeared in 2000, and their next LP, Unleashed Memories, followed in spring 2001.
The group's third album, Comalies, was highly praised by the metal world after its release in October 2002, and attention surrounding Lacuna Coil continued to grow as they spent time on the road with Type O Negative, P.O.D., Opeth, and Danzig, among others. "Heaven's a Lie" was also a U.S. commercial radio success as the album's first single, followed by the equally popular "Swamped." The band accepted an invitation to appear at 2004's Ozzfest, and spent the next year playing at many European festivals. Karmacode surfaced in April 2006

Stupid miss California

2009-04-20T14:04:00.002-05:00

miss california really needs to step out of the dark ages.what she said about gay marriage is riduclous.
i,personally think it should be legal in every state.it may not be right moraly to some people,but if it doesn't affect you,don't try to stop it.
last time i checked,gay people pay taxes and to everything straight people do,so why can't they have their rights?

2009-04-08T17:49:00.003-05:00

i've relised i've haven't ranted about anything in a long time,and i've been botteling it all up.well'here i go:
1.i found out today that sharon(aka the wicked witch of the west)wants my grandma to take her webbing ring off.my grandma loves my grandpa even though he's not alive anymore.the ONLY reason sharon wants her to do that is because she wants it.
2.mary(the wicked witch of the east),sharon,and an uncle that i'm only related to by marriage want my mom and i to mave our bedrooms down stairs,where there happens to be no room for.they are all d*cks.
3.my great-aunt marion(god rest her soul)had a ruby ring(not sure if it was real or not),which she had given to my mom,was stolen.the only other person who has a key to our house is sharon.but shae could have given it to mary.wendy(cousin),or kimberly(cousin)to use.they all three wanted it.they are so patheic.

i feel better now.give it 2 weeks at the most,and i'll be ranying again.
told you my life is my own living hell.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!

2009-04-06T11:16:00.002-05:00

Hello everyone.today is my 15th birthday.
if anyone is wondering waht i got,i got a nintendo ds(finally).
today is rainy and cold,plus we're supposed to have snow.it's very simillar to have is was when i was born,minus the snow.

i only have a few more hours until i'm officaly 15,which is at 7:15pm.

2009-03-27T13:24:00.002-05:00

my mom and i are going to start saving up to go on a vacation to gatlingburg or chattoonga.
needless to say,it's something we really need.of course,it's not going to be really soon,but sometime.
i'll give you more details when i can.

twilight

2009-03-21T10:30:00.002-05:00

i got it!my mom and i went to target this morning at 8:00am to get twilight.we just watched it.i love the series.

2009-03-17T13:31:00.001-05:00

HAPPY
ST.PATRICK'S
DAY!

2009-03-09T18:36:00.002-05:00

well,my life is officaly my own living hell.my grandma is in the hospital AGAIN.when my mom and i got there sharon was there,which is bad enough.to make matters worse,mary came.
they are two of the worse people on the face of the planet.they didn't talk to my mom at all.they only talked about themselves.
i wish they would just disappear off the face of the earth!.
this is why i was on an anti-depressant during the summer.

2009-03-04T13:36:00.002-06:00

i'm bored out of my mind!i don't have to do any schoolwork today.
right now,at 1:38pm,Houdini is at Petsmart being groomed.we found out hoe much he weighs.a whopping 93.4 pounds.i wish they would call and say we can pick him up already.
it's not until these moments that i relise how boring my life really is.

2009-03-02T10:26:00.004-06:00

sorry i haven't posted in a while.i've been so busy at home looking after my mom and grandma.and on top of that i haven't been feeling good myself.
but i did post a music review on Framing Hanley on my music blog.
as for the family stuff,i think mary and sharon are gonna start something soon,oh well,i think i can handle it.
well,that's all for know.

2009-02-19T22:23:00.002-06:00

My grandma's home.Long story short,her heart went way out of rythme,and her pacemaker wasn't set high enough to catch it.But,she's fine know.And,supriseingly,Sharon,Mary,and Wendy didn't,repeat DID NOT,start their same old shit.
She came home on Wendsday.Sorry,I didn't post before.I haven't been feeling to well.I've been tired.I've also been feeling dizzy when I stand up.Can't figure that one out.
Later.

I'm a nervous wreck

2009-02-14T14:01:00.002-06:00

My grandma had to go to the hospital.Her heart rate is crazy,we're talking 150+.I'm trying so hard not to go crazy.I'm so nervous that I can barely breathe normally.I'm sitting here trying to get my mind off of it,which happens to be easier said than done.I wish the phone would ring and it's my mom saying everything is ok.I know it probally is,but you never know.All I can do is hope and pray.
-Ashlea

2009-02-09T18:49:00.001-06:00

just letting you guys know that I changed my journal to my music review.
you can go to my profile and find it from there.

3/21/09

2009-02-08T22:21:00.002-06:00

Mark the date Twilight fans.According to Hottopic.com,Twilight comes out on DVD on March 21,2009.Hot topic is pre-selling the 2-DVD set.Check the website for other Twilight merch.

Madina Lake

2009-02-07T17:50:00.005-06:00

Formed in Chicago,Illinois.Bendeth on the eagerly-anticipated Attics to Eden, the experimental follow-up to their 2007 Roadrunner Records debut From Them, Through Us, to You, was an honor and a sincere privilege. After all, the man has worked with the likes of Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Breaking Benjamin, and label-mates Killswitch Engage, and he's even helmed Paramore's recent breakout LP, Riot! But by the same token, the two months the band spent with Bendeth -- within the platinum plaque-lined walls of his House of Loud Studios, planted smack dab in the desolate thick of Elmwood Park, New Jersey -- completing the record was ultimately humbling. That's because crafting and tracking what would become their sophomore full-length was an experience tantamount to rock and roll boot camp, according to bassist and backing vocalist Matthew Leone.

Members:

Nathan Leone-lead vocals

Mateo Camargo-guitar,programming,backing vocals

Matthew Leone-Bass guitar,backing vocals

Dan Torelli-drums

Website:madinalake.com

2009-02-07T17:36:00.002-06:00

Been bored out of my mind today.Sucks being an only child.
I took Houdini for a walk.
Been listening to Madina Lake(whom I'm listening to right now.Thinking about doing a review on them after this post.).
Been outside.Perfect wheather.Cool with wind.
Mom and grandma are watching the news.ugh.
surfing around on the internet.
Basically nothing.
Well,I got a music review to do.bye.

About my father

2009-02-05T16:12:00.003-06:00

Now,as I said in my previous post,I met Bobby,my father.He's a total jerk.He's all about guns,he's a liar,he doesn't support anything I want to do.I can't stand him!He even tried to get me to change my opions about EVERYTHING!I finally told him off last night,just not the way I wanted too.He wants me to call him tonight,but I'm not.But,there is one thing I'm kinda afraid of,his temper.I don't know if he still has it or not,but I'm not taking my chances.
He has a cult like following with his fiancee,Susan,and her son Andrew.I'm sorry,I'm not mindless like them.I'm not gonna follow something I don't believe in.
You guys might be hearing more about him as time goes on.

What's up guys

2009-02-05T15:27:00.002-06:00

I know it's been a really long time.Our computer just and we just got a new one.
Updates:
1.My great aunt passed away in October.
2.My family status is still the same
3.I met my father,I'm gonna call him by his name,Bobby.He's a total jerk!
Life has been pretty crazy.
I'm so sorry it's been so long guys.I've been waiting for so long to get back to you guys.Please don't be mad.
Well,I'm live and well,so that's it for now! ;)

It's GREAT to be back!!!!!

Skillet

2008-10-06T20:29:00.003-05:00

Skillet is a Christian rock band from Memphis,TN.They formed in 1995.Their music has spanned different genres including alternative,industrial rock,andhard rock.They have released 7 studio albums.
Members:
John Cooper-lead vocals,bass
Korey Cooper-guitar,keyboard,backing vocals
Ben Kasica-guitar
Jen Ledger-drums
*The girl on the right ahnd side of the picture is their old drummer.Jen Ledger is the one they have now.

2008-10-05T18:42:00.000-05:00

The family problems have started again.This time they're worse.It's gone so far that my grandma is in the hospital.She's fine now,but they're keeping her at least overnight.When my mom and I were going to the store,she called saying that she felt like she was gonna pass out.When we got home my mom called 911.We've been at the hospital for a long time.
I hope that my aunts are pround of themselves.I can't believe they would do this to their own mother.As for me,they are NOT part of my family anymore.

2008-10-03T18:09:00.000-05:00

I started decorating for Halloween.It's not much but it's something.I found 7 storage bins of decorations.And that's not all of them.We're missing a few.I even found a bag of the glow in the dark spiderweb.I got some pictures I might put up later.

Oscar,Smokey,and Houdini

2008-10-02T16:51:00.001-05:00

I thought these were some great picyures of the animals.

Happy October

2008-10-01T17:26:00.003-05:00

Happy October to everyone.Just 30 days 'til Halloween.This weekend my family might start decorating for Halloween.I promise I'll post pictures.It's gonna be so cool.And,for a second year in a row,I'm the head of decorating.I get to tell everyone where things go.I'm gonna make it so cool this year.My mom has the cute Halloween decorations but it's how you use them.I can make it spooky even with those.

2008-09-30T18:04:00.000-05:00

My mom and I went to watch the Nshville Predators practice today.I'm suprised I can still hear.It was so loud when the pucks hit the walls.Well,after practice I actually got one of their hockey pucks.It somehow went over the pexy glass and went under the bleachers.I had to crawl under there and get it.When I picked it up it was freezing(of course it would be
:-)).Tomorrow we're gonna try to go again only this time I'm getting autographs.

the big 50

2008-09-29T17:51:00.002-05:00

Wow my 50th post!

I've started a new blog.It's called Ashlea's Journal.It's gonns be my personal journal about everything that's going on family wise.I'll try to update it everyday.To view it click here.

A break or a journal

2008-09-28T18:58:00.002-05:00

Well guys what can I say.As you know I've been having tons of family problems and my great-aunt isn't doing so well.
I've been thinking about taking a break from blogging or even starting a blog journal.I still haven't decided yet.
I'm leaning more towards the journal so I can let you guys know about movies and music that I like on here.I'll make my choice tonight.
Until then,
Ashlea

2008-09-27T10:23:00.000-05:00

Well,I finally called my aunt Sharon out.Of course,she yelled at me.And now I think my mom's mad at me.Right about now I wish I could go about 30 minutes back and had just gone upstairs when she came here.I also feel a some pride for bringing out what a two face liar she is.
I'm feeling like my mom is really mad at me now.I can be so stupid sometimes.And now is one of those times.And I was gonna let it go right after I asked that,but she started yelling at me.I felt like she was backing me into a corner and I had to fight my way out.

2008-09-26T17:18:00.003-05:00

My great-aunt,Marion,is in a nursing home now.And the floor director told my mom that she might have only8-9 months to live.He said that's what her doctor told him.But her doctor's a nutball.And for the cherry on top,my aunt Sharon said the doctor told her that last night.She didn't even have the decentcy to tell us!Does this tell you how bitchy they are?I still can't believe this.
My aunts Sharon and Mary have even gone as far to tell my aunt Marion to just give up and die.Why,you ask?They are only around her because they think she has a lot of money,which she doesn't.Besides,what little money she gets will go to my grandma.My aunt Marion has my grandma's name on her bank account.And any thing that my great aunt has isn't worth that much.
This is getting out of hand.

Family Sh*t

2008-09-25T17:08:00.002-05:00

Once I thought today wasn't gonna be so bad,it had to turn ugly.
Well,my great-aunt is going to a nursing home.But that's not the bad part.
I have a whole list of things that went wrong today:
1.My aunts and one cousin are acting like bitches,still.
2.The nursing home looks horrible.
3.One of my aunts or cousins called the doctor saying that my great-aunt didn't need to go to a nursing home,which she does need to.
4.When my cousin was suppose to go check out the nursing home she went to the wrong place.
5.I'm so angry right now I feel like I can be sick at any minute.
Talk about one hell of a day.
By the way,I'm gonna start using my aunt and cousin's real names.
My aunts names are Sharon and Mary.
My cousin's name is Wendy.
Maybe one day those three will get what's coming to them.

Pirates of the Caribbean 4

2008-09-25T13:53:00.004-05:00

I'm not 100% sure about this,so excuse me if I'm not.I heard a rumor that there is gonna be another Pirates of the Caribbean.I love that series.I even went to see the second or third one twice.I'm gonna have to see this one.

This rumor came out last year,but it was quickly shot down by a lot of people.

Yesterday there was some sort of meeting Disney had in LA,and I'm think they confirmed it.It won't come out for a while longer though.

2008-09-24T14:46:00.000-05:00

Today I don't really have much to say.
My great-aunt is going to a nursing home.And like I posted yesterday my aunts are still being mean.But I won't really get into that.
I've been working on my schoolwork mostly.
I just want to thank you guys for all the love and support you've shown me.I can't tell you enough how your comments make me feel better.You guys are truly my friends.
Love ya,
Ashlea

2008-09-22T11:39:00.002-05:00

It's officaly fall.That,of course means it's closer to Halloween,my favorite holiday.
Anyway,I have today off.I don't have to do any schoolwork.Though I have to go to the grocery store,yuk.(hahahaha)I also get to see my crush and possibly tell him that my mom's thinking about letting me date.I can't wait to see his reaction.

2008-09-21T17:42:00.002-05:00

I didn't really do much today.I meant to go to church,but I woke up to late.This afternoon I walked to the Dairy Dip,which by the way,is where they shot a few scenes for Paramore's music vid for 'Pressure'.After I got home I didn't really do much.Took some pictures outside,but I was being eaten by misquitos.My mom has been cooking all day.She made green beans with potatoes,onions,and country ham;fried corn;squash;and ham.Basically a good southern meal.Now I have no clue what I'm gonna do tonight.I'll either be in my room or on the computer most of the night.

more pictures

2008-09-20T15:28:00.000-05:00

2008-09-20T14:18:00.002-05:00

My mom and I just got back from Dog Day.Sorry,I didn't get any pictures.I'm so tired now.We had to park really far away,but I didn't mind the walk.All I can say about it is wow.It was huge.There were tons of people and dogs.
We,of course,took Houdini.There were tons of booths giving out free stuff.Petco even had a booth set up for you to get treats for your dog.We now have a bag full of treats for Houdini.And one of the country music stations was there.They had this thing where you got to pick a sticker or something and if the back said winner on it you got to choose a prize.And I actually won.I choose,because my mom loves country music,a gift bag from The Country Music Hall of Fame.Along with all the other stuff,there were two tickets to the The Country Music Hall of Fame in it.Can you believe this will only be the second time I've ever gone there?The first time was in Feburary.
I know Houdini really liked it.For a dog that hasn't really been around any other dogs that much,he was really good.

LOVE,
Ashlea

Rough Day

2008-09-18T21:09:00.005-05:00

Ever had those days that when you wake up your in a really good mode then later your not?
That's been my day.
First my galsses came apart.(yes I wear glasses,though I want contacts now).That's bad enough on it's own.I had to wear my old pair,which gave me a headache.I haven't finished my Alegbra,but my mom's gonna let me finish it over the weekend.I hit my heel on a wheel on the chair.
But I've had a few good things happen today.I got some homemade apple butter at the farmer's market.All natural,for a matter of fact.I got my glasses fixed.
And still no word if my mom is gonna let me date.I hope she makes up her mind soon.Possibly before we go to the grocery store again so I can tell Jeffery when he asks.
Also,in the next day or two I will post more pictures.I'll also try to get some good pictures around town so I can show ya'll what Nashville really looks like.

That's it for now,
Ashlea

2008-09-18T21:09:00.003-05:00

I really need help.
If my mom does allow me to date,I've been thinking about asking Jeffery(see last post)to go to a haunted house or to Adams with us.By the way,Adams is Where the whole Bell Witch thing happened.Strange I live close to there,huh.Do you think I should ask him if he doesn't ask me,and how should I do it?

Now,about Adams.I live about an hour or so from there.And here's something even more strange,depending on which story you read,my family's tied into it.Betsey Bell was engaged to a man named Joshua Gardner.My grandma's maiden name is Gardner.Yes,there is a relation.I know, creepy.
Well,gotta go.I have to do my Alegbra.yuk!

Dating

2008-09-18T21:09:00.002-05:00

Good news.My mom is thinking about letting me date.I asked her today if I could,and she said she'll think about it.That also means that my crush might ask me out.
He's always been asking me or my mom when I'll be allowed to date.He's been asking that for a while now and I think he's waiting to ask me out.What do you think?Oh,by the way,his name is Jeffery.Not sure if I spelled it right.
I'm hoping that my mom will say yes.And if she does I just might actually have some plans this Halloween.
So I'm hoping she'll say yes and he'll ask me out.
I'll keep you guys updated.

2008-09-17T12:22:00.003-05:00

I've got such a busy day tomorrow.My mom and I are going to Petsmart to get the animals some new toys,and possibly a Halloween costume for Houdini.And then my mom has to get something for supper,which of course means the grocery store.We're gonna get all the errands done at one time,so my mom's goona get in and get out.Although I would really like to see my crush.
But then I have to work on Alegbra and finish my Spanish.But after that I should be done for the week.

Rollar Blades and Rocks

2008-09-17T12:22:00.002-05:00

I know,strange title.But there's a good reason behind it.
Today I saw my worse enemys,yes more than one.
I live just around the block from them.I used to be friends with them.But when I finally came to my sences,I gave them what they had coming.I cused them out.I called them everything I could think of.
And now they get so pissed because I walk my dog by their house.It's the only block that doesn't have tons of hills.
But today I found out that they rollarblade down in front of my house.And I wanted so badly to throw rocks in the street.I know,it's unChristian.You see I've let the fued die down,but they can't.I'm actullay very nice.But I can hold a gruge.I quess that's the German in me.

please leave a comment.

Almost Halloween

2008-09-16T21:24:00.003-05:00

I can't believe it's almost Halloween.Ican't wait until my mom and I start decorating.I still don't know what I'm gonna be doing.Maybe watch horror movies all day,go to some haunted houses,or if the movie theaters are showing 'Halloween' like they did last year,my mom and I might go see it.You know it's almost Halloween when you go to a store and you see tons of Halloween stuff.And I'm already craving candycorn.
Man,this year has gone by so fast.And I only have 7 months before I turn 15.It's so crazy.I quess since I've had so much going on,the year just flew by.

2008-09-14T22:58:00.000-05:00

Does anybody else feel the way I do about my family.I mean I just can't stand most of my aunts,uncles,and cousins anymore.They make me feel horrible anytime I'm around them.
You know the feeling you get when you walk into a room and you can tell someone has been talking about you,well try feeling that everytime you have to go to Thanksgiving or Christmas dinner,or any other time your around them.
There are a lot of times I feel that I want to crawl under a rock and not come out for days.Is that strange to think?And is it strange to not want to see or have any form of contact with them?It's all thanks to them I'm on an anti-depression pill.And there are certain songs that I hear that just make me start crying as soon as I hear them because of the family problems.
Thanks for letting me tell you guys this.Also,thanks for all the support.

love ya,
Ashlea

2008-09-14T13:06:00.002-05:00

I just added a new gadget at the bottom of my blog.
The reason is because I have two distant cousins in the military.Also,one of my followers,glass mannequin,is about to become a Marine.I've also have several uncles who have been in the military,along with my grandfathers.I also live about an hour or so from Fort Campbell.
Thank you to all that serve and protect this country.

2008-09-13T12:55:00.000-05:00

So,about the trip.I'm not gonna be able to go right now.But,if I keep my grades up,I might get another offer in a year or two.

New Pictures

2008-09-12T17:45:00.004-05:00

Top:Smokey.It's a really good picture of him.

Middle:Oscar.It's his 'get me from my good side pose'.

Bottom:Houdini.In all his sweetness and camers shyness.

2008-09-12T17:23:00.002-05:00

Okay,I need help.I was offered a trip to France,Italy,and Greece next summer.I go to a meeting about it on Saturday.But,if I'm able to go I don't know if I can.As you might know I have TONS of family issues.I'm not sure if I'll be able to go because of that or not.
At the same time,I've been wanting to see the world for a while know.It would be great.
I need you're suggestions about this.I'll really take them to heart.

Cinder Road

2008-09-12T17:10:00.006-05:00

Cinder Road is an up-and-coming rock band from Maryland.The song that really caught my attention is 'Should've Known Better'.It has a great chorus.They were at one time named Plunge.I have the song 'Should've Known Better'at the bottom of my playlist if you want to hear it.

2008-09-11T13:46:00.002-05:00

Halloween is about a babysitter being stalked by a serial killer.It' storyline is so simple,yet so scary.It doesn't use blood and guts to scare you.It uses cameras angles instead.

It starts with young Michael Myers killing his older sister Judith on Halloween.Go to 10 years later.Laurie Stroad is just a normal teen.On Halloween night,Laurie has to babysit Tommy Doyle.Michael keeps a close eye on her and her friends.Killing anyone who might get in his way.It's only in the second Halloween we learn why.And if you want to know why just post a comment.

It's a great movie to watch on Halloween.It's directed by horror master John Carpenter.He also wrote it along with Debra Hill.I really do suggest you watch it.

the best concert ever

2008-09-10T21:41:00.002-05:00

I was just thinking about what would be the best concert ever.Tokio Hotel,Paramore,Avenged Sevenfold,Panic at the Disco,Simple Plan,Three Days Grace,and 3 Doors Down.
So,what would your dream concert be?

2008-09-10T18:03:00.002-05:00

sorry I haven't updated in a while.I've been really busy this week.Two doctor visits for me,and one for my mom.But,I've been able yo update my playlistwith songs by Cinder Road and Avenged Sevenfold.I'm gonna add Good Charlette's 'The River' because it features M. Shadows and Synyster Gates from Avenged Sevenfold,as you probally already know.I'll try to put up more updates the rest of this week.
Also,I want to know what you guys thought of the VMA's.

2008-09-06T15:14:00.002-05:00

When the Nashville Predators have training camp I'm gonna take my camera with me.I'll get pictures of my fav hockey team.And trust me most of the pictures will be of hot guys.Also,if my mom and I go to Dog Day,it's a thing for dogs,I'll take my camera to get pictures of Houdini.

And thx for all the comments.And if you have any suggestions about my blog,let me know.

2008-09-03T20:27:00.000-05:00

my great-aunt's in the hospital again.this is,i think, the fifth time in 5 to 6 months.family probs will be next.what fun.well at least i go to my counseler on tuesday.wish me luck

The WORSE feeling in the world

2008-08-30T20:41:00.001-05:00

Depression.
I have it.It's like a virus you can't get rid of.Your afraid to tell your judgmental family.You don't want them to look at you.You don't want to look at them because they're the ones who caused it.You don't want them to look and talk about it like your the plaque.
So much stress.So much pressure.You have to love them but you don't have to like them.You put all your trust and faith in your family,and they crush it.
All you want to do is curl up in a ball and hide.But you can't.They'll come looking for you.Wanting to put your hopes down.
So many lies.So many broken hopes and dreams.
A heart can only take so much before it shatters.How many more lies will it take before that finally happens?

MY DOG

2008-08-28T13:09:00.000-05:00

My dog Houdini.He's so spoiled.It's not the best picture,but it's pretty good.He's a 4 year old golden retriever mix.He was a present for my 14th birthday last April,although we got him in March.He's also very scared of storms.I LOVE HIM!

2008-08-27T14:45:00.000-05:00

On Tuesday,I finally found out who told a social worker that my mom was not taking care of my grandmother and my great-aunt.It was one of my older cousins.She even had the guts to say my mom is a drug addict,which she is not.But,the cousin who said that is one.So,isn't that the pot calling the kettle black?

So,I have a question for you guys.Should I cut ties with that side of my family?I've been thinking about it for a long time.Please comment to give me some advice.

2008-08-24T11:44:00.000-05:00

this might be my only post today,because it might rain,and trust me I wish it would storm.Although my dog hates storms.He will freak.but,he'll calm down if it does.Man,I wish it would rain.It is so dry and hot here.

2008-08-22T10:18:00.000-05:00

Paramore is performing at the VMA's.I know I'll be watching.

MY CATS

2008-08-22T10:06:00.000-05:00

Pictures of my cats.Top is Oscar.Bottom is Smokey.A picture of my dog

will come soon.

HELP!!!!

2008-08-21T17:20:00.000-05:00

I have a crush on one of the guys who works at the Kroger's just down the road.The only thing is he's in his early twenties,and I not aloud to date until I'm 16,which is in 1year and 7 months.And then I doubt he'll ask me out.But,my mom and I have to go grocery shopping,so maybe after I turn 16 or 18,he'll ask me out.

All Time Low

2008-08-13T17:40:00.000-05:00

If you don't know who All Time Low is you have to check them out.Their first major hit 'Dear Maria' was played almost non-stop on MTV.You can go to Alltimelow.com or youtube.com for more.

Look at what family problems can cause

2008-08-07T22:18:00.000-05:00

I went to my doctor on the other day, and guess what,I am going to see someone about it.If you looked up 'disfuction' in the dictonary,there would be a picture of my family.But if it will help me with everything that's going on,I guess it can't hurt!!

Family problems

2008-07-25T18:20:00.000-05:00

Everything is so crazy right now.Two of my aunts (I hate calling them that) Are acting so mean.And one of them keeps showing up at my home.You she,she thinks my mom is a drug addict,which she is NOT.And when she comes in,she doesn't even say one word to me or my mom or my grandmother.She just comes here to help out my great-aunt who lives with us.And the only reason she does that is because she thinks she's going to get some money when she dies.But,isn't it rude for some one to come into your own home and not even say 'hi'?!?!

Tokio Hotel

2008-07-16T12:26:00.000-05:00

If anyone doesn't know who Tokio Hotel is you have to check them out.

They're a German rock band that is awesome.You can check them out on Youtube,or
on Tokiohotel.com.The reason behind their name is because their love for Tokyo,and they spelled it the German way,and because they stay in a lot of hotels.

THANK YOU!!!!

2008-07-15T21:30:00.000-05:00

Thanks so much Krosemarie for posting your comment about my blog.I was so happy when I saw it.

For the ones who have been living under a rock

2008-07-14T19:24:00.000-05:00

Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt have had twins.WOOHOO!Who really cares anymore.No offense to the ones who do.I mean they're thrown in our faces SO much,that I'm sick and tired of it!

My First Blog!!!

2008-07-14T19:12:00.000-05:00

Hey, this is my very first blog!

On this blog I will be telling you about celebrity gossip,music,movies,and maybe even some sports.