told you i'd keep you updated.
well,i'm in a samll town in the middle of indiana.i'm stayin with my uncle,aunt and 3 little cousins til my mom can find us a place.it sucks that i'm so far away from her cause she's still in nashville.i really hope i get to go home soon.i'm hoping we'll be able to get my a bus ticket so i can go home to spend christmas with my mom.
i'll keep you updated on everything going on.and feel free to leave comments.

hey everyone,
sorry it's been so long.way too much has happened for me to explain.i'm just doing a quick post,so,to make everything short and not so sweet,here it is:my grandmother passed away nearly a year ago.it's just me and my mom now.we're having to move by the end of this month and right now we don't have anywhere to go,but we're getting closer everyday.my aunts and me and my mom are talking and getting along again.
i hope i'm able to update you guys again soon,since we go to my aunt's to use the computer.
anyway,hope you guys are all doin good and hope to talk to you again soon!
-Ashlea

i've been on myspace so much lately.
i need to check here more often.
btw,everything's goin' fine around here.

hey,
i realized i haven't posted an update in a while.
basically,everything's been great.

I'm still around

Hey guys,
just letting you know I'm still here.I've been on myspace a lot lately.I've reconnected with some old friends from elemtry and middle school.
Sorry I haven't posted anything in a while.
I'll try to post more often now.

I need help keeping up with my music blog,so if there's anyone who wants to be a partner on it let me know in the comments and i'll see what i can do.

okay,so today i was going through the ads,like i always do on sundays,and all i saw was this stupid father's day bullshit.
that is the worse day in the whole year for me.i have no dad.because last time i checked,to be a dad you have to care about your kids,support them,encourage their dreams.but no,not bobby loftis.he didn't want me to do anything.no college,no traveling,no getting a job,no thinking for myself,no dating,the list goes on and on.
you know,most parents are proud that their kids what to go to college and make something of themselves.not mine.
all he ever really cared about were,and still are,his guns.he loved his guns more than he ever loved me.
he abonded me.signed over his parental rights,and NEVER paid child support.the only time he did anything was for christmas and my birthday.and he claims my mom didn't let him give me presents,LIE!i remember him coming over and bringing me that stuff.
i not,nor will i ever be something he can mold into a obama hating,sarah palin loving,sexist,gun toting racist.
oh yeah,i went there.because that's what he is.
luckly i don't have any contact with him,and never will.the only time i'll ever see him is a brief,you blink your eyes once and he's gone,encounter with him at a few places,probally kroger's.
but now i'm not and will ever be again,is his daughter.
all i need in my life is my mom,grandma,and pets.and my real last name,carr.