I need help keeping up with my music blog,so if there's anyone who wants to be a partner on it let me know in the comments and i'll see what i can do.

okay,so today i was going through the ads,like i always do on sundays,and all i saw was this stupid father's day bullshit.
that is the worse day in the whole year for me.i have no dad.because last time i checked,to be a dad you have to care about your kids,support them,encourage their dreams.but no,not bobby loftis.he didn't want me to do anything.no college,no traveling,no getting a job,no thinking for myself,no dating,the list goes on and on.
you know,most parents are proud that their kids what to go to college and make something of themselves.not mine.
all he ever really cared about were,and still are,his guns.he loved his guns more than he ever loved me.
he abonded me.signed over his parental rights,and NEVER paid child support.the only time he did anything was for christmas and my birthday.and he claims my mom didn't let him give me presents,LIE!i remember him coming over and bringing me that stuff.
i not,nor will i ever be something he can mold into a obama hating,sarah palin loving,sexist,gun toting racist.
oh yeah,i went there.because that's what he is.
luckly i don't have any contact with him,and never will.the only time i'll ever see him is a brief,you blink your eyes once and he's gone,encounter with him at a few places,probally kroger's.
but now i'm not and will ever be again,is his daughter.
all i need in my life is my mom,grandma,and pets.and my real last name,carr.

I'm a celebrity...get me out of here

i watched the premiere of it last night.it was so funny so see these nobody
celebs out there.what the hell were they expecting?it's in the middle of a costa rican jungle.
oh,and about heidi and spencer,they are the two dumbest people i've ever seen.they make it all the more better.
it's on four nights a week,which,in my opion,is a little to much.i don't want to see janice dickinson that much.it's gonna give me nightmares.
but as long as sanjaya doesn't sing and the baldwin doesn't act like an ass,i'm good.
i know that wasn'r nice,but the truth hurts.

happy (late) memorial day everyone.
i meant to post this yesterday,but i was too tired to after my mom and i got back from swimming.
sorry this is such a short post,but not a lot has gone on and i can't think of a lot to say.

sorry i haven't posted in a while.life's been crazy.and i mean crazy+redbull times 10.
i've been working on myspace some,although i'm still trying to figure it out.
my two aunts i'm always talking about have hit a new low in humanity,they stole my grandmothers will.why would anyone do that is beyond me.
i'm so tired too.i mean i've been sleeping,but not very well.it's just all the stress.and to go with that i've had killer migraines.
it's gotta get better sometime,right?

Lacuna Coil

Origin: Milan, Italy
Decades: 1990's and 2000's
With the debut of their self-titled 1998 EP, Lacuna Coil (which translates to "empty spiral" in English) turned a lot of heads in Italy's ambient/goth scene thanks in part to Cristina Scabbia's haunting but mesmerizing vocals. Additional recognition came after a European tour with Moonspell and later with the Gathering and Seigmen. With the rest of Lacuna Coil's lineup in place -- courtesy of Andrea Ferro (vocals), Cristiano Migliore (guitars), Marco Coti Zelati (bass), and Christiano Mozzati (drums) -- the band's first full-length, In a Reverie, was issued in 1999. The Halflife EP appeared in 2000, and their next LP, Unleashed Memories, followed in spring 2001.
The group's third album, Comalies, was highly praised by the metal world after its release in October 2002, and attention surrounding Lacuna Coil continued to grow as they spent time on the road with Type O Negative, P.O.D., Opeth, and Danzig, among others. "Heaven's a Lie" was also a U.S. commercial radio success as the album's first single, followed by the equally popular "Swamped." The band accepted an invitation to appear at 2004's Ozzfest, and spent the next year playing at many European festivals. Karmacode surfaced in April 2006

Stupid miss California

miss california really needs to step out of the dark ages.what she said about gay marriage is riduclous.
i,personally think it should be legal in every state.it may not be right moraly to some people,but if it doesn't affect you,don't try to stop it.
last time i checked,gay people pay taxes and to everything straight people do,so why can't they have their rights?