okay,so today i was going through the ads,like i always do on sundays,and all i saw was this stupid father's day bullshit.
that is the worse day in the whole year for me.i have no dad.because last time i checked,to be a dad you have to care about your kids,support them,encourage their dreams.but no,not bobby loftis.he didn't want me to do anything.no college,no traveling,no getting a job,no thinking for myself,no dating,the list goes on and on.
you know,most parents are proud that their kids what to go to college and make something of themselves.not mine.
all he ever really cared about were,and still are,his guns.he loved his guns more than he ever loved me.
he abonded me.signed over his parental rights,and NEVER paid child support.the only time he did anything was for christmas and my birthday.and he claims my mom didn't let him give me presents,LIE!i remember him coming over and bringing me that stuff.
i not,nor will i ever be something he can mold into a obama hating,sarah palin loving,sexist,gun toting racist.
oh yeah,i went there.because that's what he is.
luckly i don't have any contact with him,and never will.the only time i'll ever see him is a brief,you blink your eyes once and he's gone,encounter with him at a few places,probally kroger's.
but now i'm not and will ever be again,is his daughter.
all i need in my life is my mom,grandma,and pets.and my real last name,carr.